mencabar!!!

huh!!
emosi yg mencabar...
btul2 mencabar...
xpe..xpe...
akn di tepis...haiyak2!!!...
sengal....
yes...upside down jap...
daaa~~~~~

tue lah..haishhh!!!

Bad dream!!
istighfar ak byk2..
bgn tido dlm keadaan menangis teresak2 n dada rase sakit sgt...
bgn g ke singki bsh mke , angkat air smbahyang n sembahyang...
lege sdikit...g jmpe umie n abi..pelok n cium mereke..sgt menyintai mereke..
xleh byangkan hidup tanpa mereke..

hrnie bgn awl..kol 6.3 am dah bgn terus xtido...
borak2 ngan umie n k.zai..then msk sarapan pg same2..
sarapn pg mihun hailam..yummy..
tmn umie g psr jap ble brg2 tok msk tghri..
pas msk2..
mte tibe2 ngantuk sgt..
jam dah kol 1.30pm..
mate dah katup..xlarat nk bkak dah..
starting ar mimpi ntah ape2 smpai laa termimpi nie..
ak leh mimpi abi(ayh) ak meninggal.
dlm mimpi tue...
dah smggu abi ak meninggal...tp ak mcm xde prasaan,cm xdpt trime dia dah xde..since abi dah xde ak xpnh nangis..(dlm mimpi)..
entah mcm ner... 1 hr ak tersedar,sunyi sgt...abi dah xde...
ak mule leh terigt pe yg jd..satu2 dtg..semua mkn jelas...kemalangan yg meragut nyawa abi ak..die jth di pangkuan ak..time tue ak sdr die btul2 dah xde kat dunia..ak xdpt terima kenyatan..dah xde sape yg sudi amik n htr ak g kje...ak dah xde ayh...dada ak mle sebak..dah menangis mcm dah kecik..adik ak iqah dtg peluk ak n nagis same2..
terase dunia ak kosong sgt..
w/p ak x de lah seakrab sgt ngan abi ak..tp ak xbersedia kehilangan die...esakan ak mkn kuat..air mate xpyh ckp..mengalir xhenti2..dada ak sakit sgt..mcm menusuk2..seyes ak xpnh rase mcm nie..
tibe2 tgn ak kebas...
ak terjge...fuhhh~~~
mimpi rupe nye...tp terase senak n sebak kat dada same mcm dlm mimpi...sentuh mate,mke..basah ngan air mate...
bingkas bgn g bsh mke n amik air smbhyang..
dah kol 3.30 pm
tue laa..
tido x smbhyang zohor seb baik smpat smbhyang..huisshh!!!setan dah kaco mimpi..mimpi tue mmg xsah n mainan syaitan..sbb xslt zhr g..
tp dlm hati ak berdoa..sgt2..

"Ya Allah,Engkau tempat kn lah kedua-dua ibu papa ku ke dalam syurgamu dan jauhi lah mereke dr siksaan dan juge api nerakamu..panjang kan umur mereke n lindungi laa mereke di dunia dan akhirat..amin~~"

psst : i love my parents so muchh n my family..u too..

Survey!!!!!

gile ar..dah lame xwat bnde nie...hehehe

1. Are you usually wide awake in the mornings?
yes..=)
2. How long until you turn 28?
Almost 5 years..y?
3. Are you wearing a ring?
yes,love him!!
4. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
heehe..ape ek...soya bean
5. If we were to look in your text inbox, what would we find?
Mcm2 ada~
6. Do you cry when you get stung by a bee?
mesti ar...sakit wooo
7. Are your fingernails painted black?
nope..xsuke..
8. Do you have a job?
yes!!
9. What color are your eyes?
Dark Brown
10. What can't you wait for?
hehehe..secret...tp skang xsbr nk tnggu jam smpi kol 6pm..nk alik!!
11. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
of course close ma~~
12. Are you in an argument with someone important?
Nope~~bkn skang
13. How late did you stay up last night and why?
huuhuhuu..kol 3am, i can't sleep..some1 stole my bantal tido~~
14. What is bothering you right now?
~changes~
15. How old do you look?
im 23 tp smue igt lbh tue dr itu..coz im look matured n chumels..♥

Sekian.....tq

Miss Mailo

tibe2 hati rase sayu...

teringat kat Mailo...

windu sgt2 kat die...

Mailo dah xde...

die sakit pastu mati...

nsb bek die nazak kejap jer..n ak xtgk...

kalo ak tgk gerenti dah melalak kat situ..

dpt tau kat ofis, umie ak kol..

tue pun air mte dah meleleh..

windu sgt2 kat die...

ngan bulu die..ekor kaktus die..nakal die..manje die..

windu nye~~

dah xde kucing peneman tido n main..

sob..sob..sob..

sunyi xde Mailo...

love u so much Mailo..

Love Mailo

♥♥♥

Celceme..

celceme..celceme..celceme...
sy sudah kene demam celceme~~
sudah hr ke-3..
tp yg pasti bkn kerana jangkitan dr sesape..
kne celceme kerana berjemur dibwh sinran matahri selame 3 jam.. (terpakse ade test)
antibodi sy tidak dpt menerime itu~~
nie semua kesan denggi..
denggi!!denggi!!denggi!!... (emosi terlebih T_T)
4 kali kene denggi hbs rosak antibodi sy..huh!!
ntah knpe la nyamuk2 tue suke sgt menghisap darah sy..MANIS agak nye kot..
hahahahahahahaha...perasan..=P

doakn sy cpt baik..
so far dh agak baik ckit...
dah lame xsakit nie..
last sakit ble ek..
ermm...ermm...ermm.. (pikir2)
jap2...dah igt dah..last sakit bln 3..
thn nie gak..sore throat..
3 hr..jd bisu jap..

tp ble kne sakit nie bgs gak..
br kite pkr cmne nk jg bdn ngan baik..
nk rest kn dr..
rujuk ngan DIA...
sakit pun ade baik gak..bgs2..

psst : love u all ♥♥♥

Sorry Guys T_T

sorry guys~~~
mmg xsempat nk updated pe2 pun kat blog nie..
sgt2 bz akhir nie...
t ade mse sy updated ek...
muchh love to all...
♥♥♥

tHe End oR starting???

BIG FIGHT !!

kejam!!teruk!!jahat!!

maybe this is the end

or

maybe this is the starting

of everything..